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2005.09.03 Saturday
このままじゃバイトいけない。しんどい。
アタマ切り替えないと…
何を目標にがんばればいいんだろ…
ロータリー、青、10、パスタ…手に取るようにわかる。。。見た景色。
嫌いになれるだけ/諦められるだけの酷い言葉があればいいのに…
すべて、過去に自分がしたことのしっぺ返し。。。

所詮、大切にしたい人に手が出せるようになるまでの代わりの捌け口なのかな…
宙ぶらりのままの気持ちなんて捨てたい…ＴＴ
どうして自分は友達のままでガマンできない、
どうして自分は嫌いになれない(ﾉД`)
幸せになってほしいなんて思えるわけがない、
他の人なんか好きにならない。最低の自分。


あと何年、この気持ちは捨てられないのだろう
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